Bus to Canada, Lift Yourself, and Misunderstood Relationships (Someone please help me analyze this)

Date: 5/11/2018

By 997298

It started at my video production teacher’s house. I was there with 2 other friends but I don’t remember who they were. We wandered around and looked at her stuff and talked to her. She had what looked like a long skinny guitar with 4 strings. I asked her what it was, but she didn’t answer. The next thing I know, I’m on a bus with my family and my friend M. My mom was driving and I sat on the end of the first seat next to my friend. My brother and sister sat behind us. The bus had no walls on the sides, and I was sitting on the edge of the seat and felt like I was going to fall down. It was eventually dark out and Lift Yourself by Kanye was playing and we all sang the “rap” and I was pounding the beat with my fist. After that, we rode in silence and I was getting tired. I leaned my head on M’s shoulder, but I didn’t and still don’t feel any romantic feelings toward him. When I leaned my head on him, he put his arm around me and started making out with me. I pulled away, but he kept holding me. Eventually it was too much to bare and I stood up and got off the bus at a stoplight. When I got up, he held his arms out and touched me until he couldn’t reach me.