Almost Laid

Date: 2/16/2021

The first part I can remember I am in a huge mansion, it doesn't really feel like I am myself because the person I am is a total perfectionist. There seems to be a family reunion/party happening in the house and there will be a lot of guests staying inside. I am happy because I have a fully loaded trailer outside on the driveway. The trailer is like a huge RV and is easily movable. Its cozy inside with bunk beds, kitchen, bathroom and livingroom. Its got everything I need. When I go to go to bed in my "house" there is an older woman on the bottom bunk sleeping, I immediately get so upset. I pull her out of bed and put her outside. I ask how she could make such a mistake and why she was in there, it's like my whole life was disrupted. She apparently just got in and just needed a place to lay her head before seeing everyone. I threw a kind of a temper tantrum and went inside the mansion yelling. I threw something at a massive painting of a regal man and it ended up becoming super vandalized, like his face turned red and it looked very abstract now. I was livid. The older woman was just sleeping on the pavement of the driveway. The next scene I am at Jordy and Lisa's place but it is more like a series of tents on platforms. It's just a couple of tents and it's obviously very dirty and musty. Animals are around and I know there will be more people coming. I leave to get supplies and come back, when I come back the tents have multiplied and there are probably 12 different levels with different sized tents creating a huge community space outdoors amongst the trees. The tents were on wooden platforms connected by stairs and gravity bridges but the tent material was all mesh, you could see through all the walls. There was a scene where I am with Lisa and her daughter in a kitchen, we were just chatting and she seemed very very tired. I go to an upper room and I forget who I am with in there but I'm laying on a mattress under some covers and she is doing tarot for me. I feel like oh, these sheets are probably full of dust mites and maybe bugs and get very uncomfortable. Forest is in the corner on a bed going through something of her own. So now it is party time, it gets dark and I think I'm still in the tent village but I'm chatting with Bran. He's made a beat and I want to write a rap together over it, so we can perform it at the party. We sort of do it together, it's like I make suggestions and he writes them down. I feel pretty good about our silly song and we get ready to share it with people. While waiting we're sitting there with Coca Cola shirts on, we're matching...Then I perform our rap, the way Bran has written it on the paper he's made every word like a piece of art and it's very distracting while reading so I have no flow. I tell him that I should write it next time to show him how it's done. There's a guy listening to French rap on his phone and I get really excited ask him if I can listen to some of his favorite songs. Everything sort of energetically rearranges now as the environment shifts and there are different people around. I tell this guy all about my favorite rap and why French rap is good. He obliges and gets his phone. The people around now are just like 5-6 people and it's the end of a party vibe, it feels like we have to be quiet because everyone else is asleep but it also has that end of a Christmas party vibe...like there are parents, aunts/uncles and grandparents asleep somewhere in the house. The house is now a modest, normal lovely home and we're around the kitchen table. Bran is long gone and Luc is around. So me and this guy and Luc are all chatting about rap and I'm really into it. I tell him to play his favorite song while I quickly go get my laptop, I'm trying to sign in to this old music player because I have good stuff on it, it's not really working but the guy is helping me. It feels like a normal time but I do have the idea in my mind that it's getting close to bedtime and maybe this hotty wants to go to bed together lol. As I'm having trouble with my laptop he comes over and while I'm sitting he stands next to me and wraps his arm around my shoulders, it's so casual but instead of wrapping my arm around his waist, I go down to his calf and rub the back of his leg - sensually. We sort of both give in and I rest my head against him and it feels, omg, like heaven. Finally. He kisses me. Then everyone around is like YUP, OKAY, GOOD. Like it's time for bed, let's settle in! I get the vibe from everyone that they're proud of me, like I caught a good one lol. They tell me to lock the door, turn down the heat, don't leave the tv on...etc..etc..etc.. Everyone goes to bed and I wake up. The end!