Dad died

Date: 6/14/2019

My dad died and I was really upset and thought about memories It was after my parents had divorced I think he was sick he stopped eating it was suicide I kept refusing to believe it and crying Mum and linda didn’t seem to be as upset but amynta would askfor him Alternate reality where me and linda had like a gamora and nebula relationship I was really upset and still am and didn’t want to go to uni and knew I could apply for circumstances or somethjng but I went and saw eva and some other girl and then my ex who soottied me and said hi like a Pokémon trainer Apparently me and linda used the same toothbrush and didn’t just swap the heads This was set in like the present but slightly in the future but not much I still am feeling so sad I had dreams or somethjng about wanting him to take photos of me again I feel really bad about the dream and I just want to cry even though it wasn’t real and I want to check on my dad