Brother found out about my 🍆 toys

Date: 1/6/2018

⚠ I was in my bedroom at my parents house(and for backstory my brother comes in a lot cause it's also the gaming room), and I had recently ordered two sex toys, one a pink penis vibrator and the other like this small egg thingy (?) that also vibrated. I got called downstairs by my dad and he gave me a brown package, to which I excitedly took and rushed upstairs unwrapping them and putting in the batteries. I decided to use the long one first and twisted it to see how loud it would be cause I'm a quiet good girl type, it was loud enough to hear under the cover but quiet enough to stay within the room. I quickly wiggled out of my jeans and underwear and placed it close to my entrance, turning on the vibration to see how strong it was. I got wet almost instantly and eased it in, it felt amazing thrashing against my g-spot. All of a sudden my brother came in and I quickly turned it off, luckily I was under the covers anyway as he sat by my desk, and turned on the computer. I still had the toy inserted and looked awkwardly at my brother trying not to give anything away. "What?" he asked. "Nothing!" I snapped. He shrugged and went back to the PC. I realised then that there were two brightly coloured plastic wrapping that had the images and description for the toys on the floor. I scrambled to get them both but my brother turned round and saw I was hiding something. "What's that?" he said in suspicion. "Uh just some incense I bought" (My bed's by the window where I burn incense from time to time). He got up and started dragging the covers from me. I protested locking my arms across my hips to stop him seeing my lower half. The plastic wrapping however spilt out, one falling back to the floor. He read it an smirked "What the hell is this?" I stuttered over my words making any excuse under the sun, red as a tomato while he just stood there staring. After two minutes of agony he sat back down and put his headphones on. It was at this point I think I became lucid and thought 'he has his headphones he won't hear' and turned the toy back on. It got intense and I got close. He must've heard the vibration, took the headphones off and told me to lift the covers. I think at this point he knew definitely and I knew that he knew so with rosy cheeks I blurted out "So what?! I'm over 18! It's perfectly legal and fine!" I woke up with my brother at my desk with his headphones on

AI generated interpretation This dream can represent feelings of guilt, shame, and fear of judgment related to your sexuality and personal desires. The presence of your brother in the dream could symbolize a figure in your life who represents authority and moral standards. The fact that he discovered your sex toys suggests a fear of being exposed or judged for your sexual preferences or behaviors. The excitement and pleasure you feel while using the sex toys in the dream may reflect a desire for exploration and fulfillment of your sexual needs, but the fear of being caught and judged by your brother indicates internal conflict and anxiety about expressing these desires openly. The interaction with your brother in the dream, where you try to hide the toys and make excuses, signifies a struggle with self-acceptance and fear of external judgment. Your emotional discomfort and embarrassment in the dream could indicate feelings of shame or guilt associated with your sexuality. The moment when you assert your adulthood and defend your actions by stating that you are over 18 reflects a need for validation and acceptance of your sexual autonomy and desires. It suggests a desire to break free from societal norms and expectations regarding sexuality and to assert your own agency and rights. Overall, this dream may highlight internal conflicts and struggles related to your sexual identity, desires, and the fear of judgment and shame. It may be beneficial to explore these feelings further in waking life to better understand and reconcile any underlying issues or conflicts.