paralyzed

Date: 1/20/2019

i felt so heavy and tired in this dream, i was dreaming about dreaming as well which was confusing when i actually did wake up. i was in the bedroom im currently in and had an old suit of medieval armor propped next to the door frame. somehow i knew my parents sent it to me and i 'woke' to find i was facetiming them about why they sent it; they explained that they knew i was into restoring old stuff and flipping it (im not) so i was trying to figure out where to send it back to. but the whole time i was talking to them (it looked like they were in bed too, dark room. laying on their sides. dad big spoon) i felt like i was on the brink of falling straight back to sleep like my eyelids were the heaviest things ever and my mind was foggy. each time i closed my eyes it felt like an hour and the room felt like it was spinning. when i open my eyes again im on the floor, phone still in hand, but my parents seem to have fallen asleep with the phone still on so i hang up. now everytime i closed my eyes i felt just this looming sense of fear, like something was coming but i didnt know what and why. had similar feelings when i used to trip acid. then i actually woke up.. it probably didnt help that i had a pillow covering my face when i fell asleep. yikes