Smoking

Date: 10/25/2018

I dreamed that I had a cigarette that I was debating whether to smoke or not. I knew that if I smoked it, that it would physically make me feel bad. My heart would feel pain. I would just feel shity. Before I knew it, I ended up puffing the cigarette and I didn’t feel any pain instantly. But when I woke up, I felt the negative impact of smoking the cigarette in my dream. I felt disappointment in myself for smoking the cigarette despite knowing that it would give me a negative side effect. As soon as I realized it was just a dream, I began to feel immediately physically well. And I was thankful that that’s all it was, a dream.