Date: 9/9/2016
By jordy51
Woke up at 4 and did the ssild technique. Attempted FILD but failed. Couldn't sleep for 2 hours then finally fell asleep. Woke up, and my brother came in to talk to me. Something seemed fishy. He fell asleep on the floor, so I got up and started talking to him. I was really disappointed that nothing I tried worked. Suddenly I realized something definitely felt off. I remembered ssild causes false awakenings. I did the push your finger through your hand reality check. Nothing. Hold your nose and breath. Nothing. I was losing hope. I did the check your hand a few times and count fingers. Holy shit. My hand was weird. But that wasn't enough. I kept checking. Wooooshh. Suddenly I realized I was in a dream. I tried talking my brother but he was gone. I looked at my hand and rubbed them together. Colors became a bit more vivid and I felt more aware. I walked to the door, and suddenly the door turned into my couch. I woke up. It was another false awakening. I realized it quickly, and then fell asleep again. Another false awakening! The I woke up for real. This was a very interesting experience, and I'm certain it was caused by ssild. Very exciting for me though, because it is the first time my reality checks have worked. I highly recommend that you all try the ssild technique.