I Died

Date: 4/6/2018

I had a dream (3rd for that night) where I was really sick. So sick I was coughing blood and couldn't stand on my knees. At first I was at the hospital but then I went home to my friends (all had faces I couldn't recognise but they were my close friends in my dream) cause I wanted to confess to one of the boys that I liked him. And in the next moment I was standing in the bathtub where I died. I woke up for a moment (in the dream) when all my friends found me and screamed but then finally I died. After that it was like that day started over and I was in the hospital again and I wanted to go home so that I could confess before I died again but this time there was another boy with me and somehow in the dream I knew he liked me and while we were getting home and I was feeling weaker and weaker and was doubling over and coughing blood somehow I started to really like him and when we got home I wanted to confess to him and not the other boy. I wanted to tell him that now that I had realised that I had feelings for him I didn't feel the symptoms of dying as much but I still had them. I wanted to tell him that when I died before it didn't even hurt so it was okay even if I died again. Before I could do that I woke up.