Swastika

Date: 6/28/2017

I was with my cousin Brian on a boat somewhere and it has this titanic vibe and felt real close to home Then somehow two people got into an argument and things got blurry and I woke up to seeing my phone being distorted and damages in various places. There were small whispering voices that were laughing evilly... I just sensed smt wasn't right and remembered I was just putting my phone down safely after having turned off the alarm 5' ago, there's no way any of this was real. I immediately became lucid and woke to being on the 2nd floor of an old church-like building on a street which can be described as a mixture of Melbourne's Flinder and Paris's Effeil area. It was strangely nostalgic. Felt like I was in Berlin 1940s.... Next part involved some flashes of Kenny. Me going in and out of lucidity trying to fly. Then shit got weird.... As I flew to this big open space in front of a church I could feel a very big enery wave coming out of it. It was very mysterious and intense. It was raining out and people were acting weird. They were all in group of two to three walking in silence not looking at one another. Everyone seemed to have their own agenda and it felt like some sort of contest. Then something happened to my lucidity and as I tried to fly I look up to the big wall in front of me and it opened to reveal a portal filled with blood. It wasn't just blood coloured but was actually blood as my consciousness informed me. Then there were these people who looked like fanatics with very serious Nazi-like face on and they were all walking in and out of the portal as if they were performing some sort of ritual. Each one of them were also covered in blood... Then I heard a voice, almost God-like, call out to me from inside the portal and as the sound reached my eardrum it triggered a sense of euphoria unlike anything I ever felt before. At first it felt really creepy, like that feeling you get if you were still a kid and your family abandoned you in a dark, empty church at night and you can't find a way out. Then as I dug deeper into the feeling it felt almost cathartic, like I've just encountered God himself. Something triggered in me and I start to take off, flying head first into the abyss while my body slowly accelerates and continuously spin around like a totem... As I get closer to the portal I could feel my face, then my entire body, being covered in blood in a cleansing as well as sacrificial fashion. Then I woke up....