All my worst fears

Date: 7/9/2016

I have three fears: fear of dead fish eyes, fear of losing control, and fear of being alone...and this dream combined all three........ I was in an airport as a middle schooler, and I was starving. My dad bought a pizza for my little brother but didn't let me have any, and I wanted to scream at him, but no noise came out. Then, I saw an Indian kid with a slice of pizza, and it was clear he wasn't going to eat it, so I asked if I could have it. He said no, and he ate it, and then he went to the check-in. I asked him how to use it, and he said "what? you seriously don't know how to use this thing?" and I lied and told him my family was poor and we had only flown 5 times, and he felt sorry for me, so he gave me $150 from his pocket, and I said thank you and left. Later, his dad caught him, and his dad was friends with my dad, and he pulled a gun on me and demanded the money back. I had to give it back, and my dad and his dad had a long talk, and I discovered he had a job opening for me, and I could've been making 10,000 per day, but he wouldn't hire me because I lied to his son. Then, things started to go down. My dad forbid me from hanging out with friends, and my brother was allowed to do whatever he wanted. I checked snapchat one day, and he was having fun, doing all the things I did with my friends, and I felt isolated, like I was shriveling away, so I tried to talk to him, but he looked at me with dead fish eyes, and I ran away and turned around to talk to my dad, and he looked at me with dead fish eyes and I woke up screaming.