Shared with Sam

Date: 9/26/2023

I had a dream last night that Philip and Sam were "sharing" me, but I was mostly Philip's. I remember at one part I was sitting in Sam's lap holding him while he talked about something that interested him. I kissed him, and while I did I felt stressed out because I had a feeling that would make Philip upset. And in the next part of the dream Philip was angry, saying something about how he was jealous and didn't want me to do stuff like that, I don't remember exactly. I kept my cool and said "I'm sorry, I had no idea that would make you uncomfortable. I won't do it again." He turned away from me, and I was frustrated that he was going to give me the silent treatment but felt like I deserved it anyway. Definitely one of those dreams that kinda sets the mood for the rest of the day.... :/