Dressage fiasco

Date: 2/3/2024

There was a dressage event, so we took the horses to another farm to stay for the night until the competition the next day. It was a Thursday I believe. We bring them up this big hill and place them in stalls two together. Crush and Fifi were together, and Fifi was rolling around in the shavings. I think she may have needed to go out of her stall for some reason, so she rolls around in the shavings outside later. I leave her there and start cleaning. Then a woman at the event screams “where’s Murphy?!” And I realize Fifi is gone too. We all split up to find them, and I realize it was my fault Fifi was gone because I left her while she was out of her stall. I worried that they jumped into the ravine and died. We must have found them because we stopped looking. I needed to go home for something and I find Maddy who cooked a lot of food. I think I accidentally fall asleep, and I tell Kevin I will be at the farm at noon when I wake up. I drive there and keep taking wrong turns, going east instead of west, where all of these intersecting bridges are joining high above the rivers. I scramble over there, thinking I had just one more stall to clean, but it turns out I hadn’t started cleaning at all. Sarah is already done and that made me angry. I find cupboards full of eclairs and steal some. Then it is time to go back home and it’s late. It is fully dark out now. Maddy is going to leave the farm and I was to leave too, in my own car. I turn on my car, and it completely breaks down. I try calling Maddy, but my phone is playing a YouTube video making me unable to hear her and she hangs up. I wonder if I should just find somewhere to sleep around here, since I will have to be back tomorrow. But Maddy calls back and she turns around and picks me up to go back home.

AI generated interpretation The dream you described appears to contain various elements and symbols that can be analyzed in order to gain insight into its underlying meaning. While dreams are highly personal and can have unique interpretations for each individual, here is a possible analysis of your dream: 1. Dressage Event: Dressage is a highly disciplined form of horse riding and represents control and precision. This event in your dream may symbolize a situation in your waking life where you desire to demonstrate control and mastery over a particular area or skill. 2. Taking Horses to Another Farm: This act of moving the horses to another location may indicate a need for change or a desire to explore different options or environments. It could suggest that you are seeking new experiences or looking for a fresh start in some aspect of your life. 3. Losing Fifi: Fifi represents a sense of vulnerability or a part of yourself that needs nurturing and care. The fact that you feel responsible for losing her may reveal a fear of making mistakes or neglecting important aspects of your life, resulting in negative consequences. 4. Cleaning Stalls: The act of cleaning represents the desire for cleanliness, order, or purification. In this context, it may indicate a need to eliminate emotional or psychological clutter in your life, or a desire to start afresh and create a clean slate. 5. Wrong Turns and Intersecting Bridges: These symbols suggest confusion or being at a crossroads in your life. The wrong turns and intersecting bridges could represent the choices and decisions that you are facing. It may indicate a struggle to find the right path or a fear of making the wrong choices. 6. Cupboards full of Eclairs: Eclairs represent indulgence and gratification. Finding cupboards full of eclairs and stealing some could symbolize a desire for pleasure or satisfaction in life. It could suggest that you may be seeking some form of emotional or sensual gratification. 7. Car Breaking Down: The car breaking down represents a lack of control or obstacles in your life. It may suggest that you are facing challenges or feeling stuck in achieving your goals or moving forward. 8. Maddy Picking You Up: Maddy represents a supportive figure or someone who brings stability and reliability. Her picking you up signifies that there is someone in your life who you can rely on for support and guidance. Overall, this dream seems to depict elements of control, change, responsibility, confusion, desire for gratification, and support. Reflecting on these symbols and themes can help you understand any underlying emotions, conflicts, or desires you may be experiencing in your waking life.