Date: 7/13/2020
By bluefox247
I was scrolling MK's social media page."I'm a whole dish. You don't think about x in a dish". Something like that which was catchier on my dream but it basically meant I'm awesome and you'll never think about your ex or want him back when with me. Also a quote from the weeknd, a thing that said he is a real bro/a true friend, by one of his friends, but he called him "kavugh" or something that looked like that for some reason. Dinner. I had agreed to meet my friends who needed my help at the end of a building we were at to celebrate a grandma's bday. I prayed in a bathroom because I felt I needed to. Not sure why but everyone was very impatient for me to get places. Like their life depended on it or something. I gathered some clothes for me to wear before I left, decided against bringing a backpack. But we had to perfectly time the dinners for some reason because everyone was separated and maybe this was the grandma wanting it or maybe the families hated each other. While a gay friend of mine from my church school (who obvi didn't come out until older) was eating with the grandma and I was eating with other family members, one woman looked at him through the windows and said "Is that the boy from the church school?" And i was something like "oh yeah he does photography now it's really cool." But then she's like "hm. I tell ya, I was horrified when I learned the nasty truth about him". And I was shocked to hear her say such things while glaring at him through the window. So i shift my conversation from this woman to my friend Rhiannah who is sitting directly to my left but like at the head of the table and I say to her "i actually don't like people who say that homosexuality is unnatural. Considering from a completely scientific standpoint it is and is seen in nature." This was so passive aggressive of me in hindsight 😂 And Rhiannah and some guy both agree with me and are like "yeah! Fuck homophobics!" Which they don't literally say but you can tell were all thinking towards the lady at the table. I think I had this dream because the night before I had gone through the entire site called stopbibleabuse.org. If anyone reading this is apart of the LGBT community and interested (or even if you are not and are open minded) in the site name, I highly recommend checking it out. It is eye opening, showing how much people abuse the bible and manipulate it to get across their own political agenda. It also is humble in that it acknowledges we may never know exactly what those translations meant because of the nature of languages over such long periods of time. But we can't say the Bible's position on homosexuality for sure because it simply did not ever cover that word (which encompasses both male and female). It passed my test because it says at one point that people will be judged in the end by the love they give to other people. And that is the main message of the new covenant. People who abuse and discriminate homosexuals are not showing love. I just recommend reading the site, they explain it much better than I ever could. It is a LONG read though. Personally I am bisexual and I accept that about myself. Another thing to do with people hating each other, I got very annoyed because I was in a house that was kind of lofty like Rhiannah's house and I had 2 dogs of my own I think. But these strangers who I hardly knew brought me their dogs to watch and these other dogs terrorize and are mean to my dogs.