Goodbye party ruined

Date: 4/25/2019

In my dream last night I was throwing a goodbye party for one of my closest friends who is moving away maddy. It was in the basement of my old parents house. I remember it being really dark, and feeling extremely intoxicated. I was snuggling my friend chloe all night on this couch, every memory I have of the party I was sitting on her or cuddling her or touching her in some way. We were all painting a picture together for maddy to keep forever to remember us by. I don’t remember what it looked like really but I do remember there was a clown holding a heart balloon. A wrote something sentimental on it in big white cursive letters and I wrote it too big and it covered some of the balloon. Maddy got really angry at me and asked me why I ruined the painting. I said that I was maybe too drunk to be painting and that I felt horrible. Chloe stopped cuddling me and was shaking her head at me disappointedly. The dream changed but I was still living with my parents, my bedroom was in the basement where I moved it in real life the second I became a ~teenager~ I was dating Braden in my dream (my boyfriend in real life) I was cheating on him with this guy I know in real life, who I don’t think I would ever actually b interested in. He was so sweet to me in the dream though and gave me so much sexual and romantic attention I ended up being swept off of my feet. I ended up seeing something ?? On his phone though and found out he had really ill intentions towards me. I remember being terrified and heartbroken but I don’t remember at all what I discovered.