Why is my brain like this

Date: 11/19/2022

At a restaurant. Prisoners were working there too? They had like a chain around the ankle. One guy sat in front of me and I was annoyed and couldn't even enjoy my food. Apparently my mom told him it was fine to sit in front of me? She kept like "waving her hand" in front of my ass as if covering it like my crack was showing. I kept shoving her arm away. Looked behind me and some guy in a white dress shirt who looked like he was into bdsm was leaned back looking at me and his arm was propped on the top of the seat and I think I shoved his hand off? Maybe not. He said like what you see? I think? and I said no and turned my head around. I fell out of my seat at one point and dropped something of mine and this guy I felt like I kinda liked handed it to me. I was in the military? We had like separate "cabins" and I was in with the snobs? Laura and grace and Haley were there. That guy was there but he was with the nerds or something. Chloe was there and so was Carsyn but he wasn't in the military. He was the janitor. An officer asked if I still thought 3 guys here were behind something, can't remember what, and I said yes. Chase kinda scoffed and I flipped him off. I was the only one who thought they were behind it. I'm pretty sure I saw what they did though? I was in my closet looking for an outfit and someone, I think my friend, came in and I noticed the look on her face. I was like,"is it really that bad?" And she said yeah. I hadn't washed my laundry but I still had some and was trying to pull together an outfit. She pulled out some kind of clear clothing I swear I've seen in another dream. It had like rainbow cross stripes. She wanted me to put it on? It had another piece to it I pulled from my suitcase and was like wtf is that? I can't wear that my legs won't fit? She noticed it was sealed anyways was like "the construction workers must've done this when they were doing repairs". I noticed a crack in the floor and we were in a high up building so idk why they wouldn't fix that. An officer or my superior, I don't know fucking military talk, came and told me I had to be sent out on a mission because the enemy wanted to talk to me only. He came with me and the lights were red. Idk if they were the streetlights or the headlights from the military vehicle but it was ominous yet pretty. I was talking to him because I was scared I was going to die even though he swore he'd keep me safe. He looked unsure though by the look on his face. We pulled into the place that was literally where o work AH. I saw two police cars and a lot of people were there so I felt a bit safer. We pulled in. Idk what happened but I was grabbed and kidnapped? I don't remember anything of that or if my dream even showed anything but I was back at one point and training to not let myself be kidnapped again? But I kept failing at it and getting captured during training Some time in the dream a spider was in my hair? It was pissed at me and I couldn't get it out. I thought I did at first but no. Had to have someone get it out with tweezers. It was burying itself in my hair I had a bf tho? He spun me