Husband cheating on me

Date: 5/31/2016

I dreamed that my husband cheated on me. The worst part was that he took me along and did it right in front of me. When he was touching her he told me, you see? SHE orgasms with me (and you never do). Except he said it in Spanish, si ves, ella si se moja conmigo. (The dream was in Spanish) I was sitting with the woman's 2 young children. A 4 year old girl and a 7 year old boy. (I was somehow simultaneously in both rooms - they couldn't see them getting it on, but they knew.) They were asking me how it felt to be cheated on. I said that it felt awful. They offered me a slice of pizza, "maybe this will make you feel better," they said. I took a tiny bite with almost nothing on it and my husband yelled at me for taking their food. I cut off the part that I bit and put the rest of the slice back. Later we went to dinner at sister Bartholomew's house (an older woman from church) and I was so mad the whole time. I couldn't really confront him about it there but I couldn't contain myself. I said, "how could you??" His defense was that he can spend his work money however he wants. I found out that he spent $400 on her. I was livid. I woke up filled with an anger that was hard to shake. I was mad for hours.