friendship questioning

Date: 9/13/2016

I was in my dads house and it felt like a game where the same cycle would repeat itself until we somehow figured out how to change the pattern and when we did we were in search of my dad and had eventually found him however he just sent us off. I struggled to find my room down this long passage way of just doors but when I did I found a kids cradle in there and one of my male best friends were standing with me. He left the room but when he returned he was scantily clad and for some reason it was like I had no control over my thoughts or body any more. I started tracing kisses on his back leading to his neck, he said "stop or I won't be able to control myself" and I didn't. He then pushed me on the bed and started forcefully kissing me and my dad entered my room and asked us what was going on but my friend just sent him out and then I woke up.