sexual assault still haunts me

Date: 3/6/2018

By crossheartcat

i dreamt I was in school, in class. i was sitting on my desk. when some guy got behind me, in my space and began whispering disgusting things in my ear. talking about assaulting me and defiling me. I elbowed him in the face, hard. he fell over and died. a classmate from middle school helped me clean up the body and write up a report for what had happened. a teacher came in next period. my college lecturer this time. he read the report and said that I overeacted. I just ate lunch and the guy was just blowing his garlic breath in my ear as a fun classmate behaviour. this man was defending him. I couldnt believe it. this lecturer, I know, had used his power and position to assault or even rape idk how many of his female students. and he dared to tell me that I was wrong. that I overreacted. I told him off in front of the class. "I survived rape and assault, I've survived another one. I will not let YOU, of all people, tell me, that I was wrong to defend myself from it happening again to me. I can't believe you have the nerve to tell me that this situation is not supposed to be this big a deal. You, of all people."