Fucked Up *Lucid dreamers please read!*

Date: 11/20/2016

I went to sleep in my room for a nap, and went into a dream state. In the dream I was in my room again, trying to induce a lucid dream. I was successful and went a second layer into the dream. In my lucid dream, I attempted to stabilize it, and began flying around. The scenery was nice, and it was mostly sunny with trees, lakes, sand and whatnot. I said "Higher self" (Will make sense if you've read Robert Waggoner) and heard a "Yes?" I then said "I love you." and whatever it was replied "Does this sound like your higher self to you?" I said it didn't. It sounded like some slightly nerdy guy on a power trip, but his voice was booming out of the sky. Confused, I just said "What?" The voice said "This isn't your 'higher self', we've been monitoring you. And when you're done, we're going to kill you." I got kind of agitated, and a burst of anger rushed through me. I flew up into the sky and space, and asked what this was for. The voice replied "Keep advancing, developing, doing what you're doing until new years. After that we'll no longer need you, and we'll kill you." Again after hearing this I got angry for just a moment again. Then, while flying through space, I lost all the anger and fear, knowing that death is not the end. "Alright man" I said, smiling and kind of laughing. He was confused, and said "What?" I said "Do what you gotta do, I don't care. What are you gonna do, shoot me?" He screamed "Yes!" excitedly. And I laughed and said "Ok, well good luck, I love you." He said something else that I can't remember, and ended by saying I would die, and then said goodbye. I said "Goodbye, I love you." But even though I was trying to be kind to him I ended the dream pretty bummed out, floating around and not moving. Everything went dark shortly after the voice left, but I was still in the dream. I weakly called into the darkness "Higher self?... Higher self?... Higher self?..." With no response of any kind, I decided to wake up, and pulled myself out of the dream. I am not sure what to make of this at all. I have had other lucid dreams where I have made contact with my higher self and they were beautiful. But never in a lucid dream within a dream. The others were first layer lucid dreams. Lately when I have been having lucid dreams they have been always fearful, but I don't know if other recent ones were first or second layer. Anyone with experience know if the dream layers change anything?