ke

Date: 2/25/2019

i was in a play called animal farm two days ago. my grandmother has alzheimer’s and only my dad was able to make it to my play. i was very upset because many other people had promised that they would come including my brother, my aunt, my cousin, my teacher, and many of my friends. btw, this was app real life. not a dream. now i’m going to get into the dream. again, i don’t remember much, just what happened right before i woke up. i was on stage, center stage. i started talking about my grandmother, the one with alzheimer’s. we call her ke. she is still alive. while i was on stage, i was talking about how she wasn’t alive anymore and how amazing she was. i held up a letter that i had apparently written to her after she passed. then, all the other actors came onto stage carrying letters that they had also written. i remained in the center stage, now we were all in a v shape. after everyone had read all their letters, hundreds more letters fell from the sky that were all apparently written for ke. after the play, i went up to my mom. i had collected all of the letters. i remember this pet vividly. right after i had straightened them all up, i just looked at my mom. she said that i did a great job with a big smile on her face. then, i hugged her and started crying. i dug my head in between her head and shoulder and balled my eyes out. i woke up after that. when i was awake, i just cried and cried. i tried to be quiet so no one would hear me. it wasn’t a nightmare. it was just sad. ke is not doing well and it pains me and the rest of my family to see her. i don’t know why i all of a sudden had this dream, but every time i think of it, i tear up.