Not celebrating Jew stuff

Date: 4/7/2020

My grandparents, ex mom and someone else I hate were celebrating Hanukkah. There was some giant stone wall with levels that had 4 candles with ancient writing all over them.i wanted to discredit them so I commented saying how is that a menorah when there’s only slots for 4 candles. Then i was the other candle holders but they were just empty and I said nevermind. I made sure to give both my grandparents a hug and say I loved them, in front of my ex mom too so she knew she’s not getting one cause she doesn’t deserve it. I told them both I don’t celebrate so I’m going to sleep, good night. My ex mom was in the kitchen and I went in to tell her with confidence and harshness that I wasn’t doing it, I got what I wanted to say out, but I ended up stuttering. She didn’t respond so I related it more clearly. She said something along the lines of it came out of nowhere and I said “now you’re just blaintenly lying, I told you two years ago I wasn’t Jewish anymore. Unless that just got kicked out your brain.” My grandparents listened. We were all sleeping in rooms with bunk beds. My grandfather was in a bed in bright underwear and seemed embarrassed about it so I told him goodnight like that before he came out to give me the proper hug. My grandmother had a bed across from me and I was using her drawers on her bed and she was using mine although it bugged me. I came up with the excuse that I’m a light sleeper and her opening my drawers would wake me up, so I started to take her stuff out. I ended up packing my stuff, to move out. And went to the backyard with my suitcase.