A big, strange mess

Date: 9/9/2018

I had a dream my boyfriend, daughter and I went to spend the night at his ex girlfriends house. I’m really not sure why. She wanted us to give her a chance at being friends or something. she kept trying to get me alone to talk to me and I was so uncomfortable. At one point my boyfriend went to shower and was gone forever. I was super jealous because I thought he was probably masturbating in the shower thinking about his ex. Another point in the dream my boyfriend and I went to my favourite bar with some friends. I somehow had a difficult time remembering what they had their for drinks and embarrassed myself trying to order. My friend Charlie was there and they dropped some adventure time action figures and I found them and returned them to them. At first they accused me of stealing the dolls, but then said they must have a hole in their pocket. The only other stuff I remember I think was from an entirely different dream. I’m walking on these trails with a big group of my female friends. They keep getting me to take pictures of them, and then saying that the pictures I take are too suggestive and sexual. This one girl tells me the guy that I’m dating (not my boyfriend in real life, but someone else) is trans. They say that’s my he’s been avoiding having sex with me because he’s scared of my reaction when I find out. I realize that makes a lot of sense, but feel very sad and confused he wouldn’t trust me enough to tell me because I’m pansexual and thought we were super close. They also tell me he’s been having sex with lots of other people behind my back. We come to a lil bathroom hut, and on the side is a terrifying mask. It looks like a cross between art the clown and a baby doll head. There is a phone number on the side that says it belongs to Susan. It says to call the number if you want to worship her and have her as your dom. I get on my knees and being bowing on the ground and worshipping and praying to Susan theatrically. One of my friends uses their cellphone to call her and show her and try to hook us up.