The church

Date: 1/30/2021

Aunt B and I go to a big beautiful church in Mulvane. We are there for craft class? They won’t let me use their bathroom because I’m not a member of the church. They show me literature and movies meant to sway me. Aunt B goes to the bathroom anyway. It is located at the end of a long, rickety cat walk, and it terrifies me. Not going in there. I pee on one of the pews instead. After the service, I can’t find aunt b. She is passed out on floor. Wakes up crying. I thought you left me. I assure her that I would never ever leave her.

AI generated interpretation In this dream, the church represents a place of spiritual and moral guidance, as well as a sense of community and belonging. The fact that you and your Aunt B are there for a craft class suggests a desire for creativity and personal expression within these structured belief systems. The theme of not being allowed to use the church's bathroom because you are not a member may indicate feelings of exclusion or not fitting in with certain societal or religious norms. The literature and movies meant to sway you could symbolize external influences attempting to persuade you to conform to certain beliefs or ideologies. The rickety catwalk leading to the bathroom, which terrifies you, may represent feelings of fear or discomfort with facing certain aspects of yourself or your beliefs. Your decision to pee on one of the pews instead of using the bathroom could suggest a rebellious or non-conformist attitude towards established rules or customs. The final scene where you cannot find Aunt B and then find her passed out on the floor, waking up crying and expressing fear of being abandoned, may reflect feelings of vulnerability and a need for emotional support and reassurance in your waking life. Your response, assuring her that you would never leave her, indicates a strong bond and sense of loyalty within your relationship with Aunt B. Overall, this dream may be highlighting themes of identity, belonging, conformity, fear, rebellion, and the importance of emotional connections in your life. It could be beneficial to reflect on these themes and consider how they may be related to your waking experiences and emotions.