Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 9/10/2017
By headFeed
Im at a station thats in a very open area. its the countryside, not in a city. i walk around and see an apartment complex that has a design with cat towers. but its not really for cats, its just part of the building. catscratch supports, fuzzy platforms. i see a guy walking around and ask him if hes a house agent. he says yes so i ask him if theres a model apartment room i can look at. he gladly nods and says that its at another place in the city. we head for the train station but its up a place we have to climb. but it feelslike were just dragging ourselves across a flat rocky surface, cause theres no hill. the guy holds onto me and i feel weird. hes too close, like hes pretending that were on a date. we make it to the apartment but someone lives in it. a short fat blonde girl. shes cold at first but she has to give a tour of the place cause that was the deal she had with the agent to live in a cheap place. the entrance to the place looks like a hotel. the carpeting is patched up by carpet slabs from damage. but the architecture of the place is very unique. the kitchen has gorgeous cabinets, with lots of storage. the living room has a built in bookshelf and tv stand, with weird incline stairs. we check the bathroom and the shower is absolutely tiny. you cant even close the door while inside so you gotta stand halfway in just to do so. we go into the bedroom and relax, the girl tells me she has issues with buying things. she pulls out some new stuffed animals from a bag as proof cause she just bought them. she says shes been trying not to complete collections, to just buy 1/3. she seems very strange here. were sitting in a dining room now. she also has a roommate who helps her out, theyre kinda girlfriends. but the blonde girl says its not a solid relationship yet. something feels very wrong. she shouldnt even be here. this shouldve been an empty model room with model furniture. i see her sitting at the table. she gets up and goes to her roomate gf, but instead of the gf sitting there, its just a large loosely rolled up paper, but it looks like blood is inside of it. the view goes up and oans down into it and you can see a picture of the gf inside, some flower petals, and blood. lots of blood. the blonde girl touches the paper gently and talks to it as if its still her gf. i see myself behind them, blood on my head, looking very scared and concerned. i leave the house and go outside, its getting kinda dark. i walk to a military base, theres large ships and trucks that are very busy. i look around and get in a car and drive it. i drive to a large field area, i see chickens and someone there sounds very excited about it. i crash at an intersection. one way goes to a highway and the other goes to a rocky road into a forest. i keep going the way i was going wich just passes the two roads. i leave the base and see a fat man with really beefy strong arms, after that i see a very strangely proportioned person who looks like an 8 but with really long arms. the person inside the car is like, laughing really hard and says she never saw a person like that cause it shouldnt be possible. but apologizes for laughing. we head to a large mall and look around to buy or do something. i think about the blonde girl, she wouldve bought alot of things here. i leave and head towards a highway crossing, its just a big bridge. i look around and between the bridge, highway, and mall, theres a very very steep highway exit loop. there was a horrible accident at the peak and theres cars everywhere. i go towards it but trip and fall pretty bad, hurting my knees. i landed in a pile of charcoal, my knees were just black and crackly. a man comes up to me and helps me up. he says i have to pick the black charcoal scab off or i cant walk and itll poison me. he helps me out but it hurts alot, i pick a huge piece off and undrneath its a very scabby pinkish skin. he says hell help me walk for a bit since he has the time. were behind a large shipping crate. a car pulls up and the guy helping me says im in danger. the guy in the car is wearing sunglasses but hes looking straight at me. the helper guy is not visible to the car cause hes behind the crate. another car pulls up closer, the back door slides open and a family of gangster chinese get out. theyre speaking in japanese though so i can understand. theyre gunna take me and do something, the helper guy refuses and goes berserk on them. i just hear crunching and grunting and when i look again theres a slow pool of blood going down the hill, a bloody blackened head that looks unhuman going down the blood pool. i say something like "so this is the movie that thats from!" but im right there experincing it. its dark now. a guy with a beard is sitting on a chair by a campfire. i walk away and head to the mall again. my family is there. we decide to head home so i lead them through to get to the base the quickest way cause we parked inside. im getting alwrts on my phone by people i dont know saying "im almost there!" "see you soon <3" "hope you like what i bring!" and as were approaching the gate, one by one guys show up with flowers or hocolates and gives them to me. im not interested at all and insult them as qe try to get to the base. one guy cones up to me and i say that i wont date any of them cause i want to make friends with someone for 5 years before considering getting into a relationship, IF i even develop romantic feelings for them. this stops all of them from following me. my dad says that 5 years is a pretty long time. i told him i said longer so they leave me alone. we walk and turn a corner and say "actually.... papa..." and really wanted to tell him i already have a boyfriend, its an ldr but weve made it work out for about a year now. but i wake up before it (slept again oops) im building something, its like minecraft but in real life where i can move things with telekinesis. im trying to make these blocks uneven so it looks like a gem cluster. its meant to be a portal. something goes wrong though, even though i didnt activate it, things get summoned to the world. i have to start a cloud to make rain to set out fires, a meteor falls and i was too close and its impact turns me into a large gooey egg? someone else flies in and says shell help, shes more powerful than i am. she destroys metors falling in, but shes really tired and one hits hre and she gets knocked out. from the meteor a small creature comes out. i get reborn from the egg and im posessed, the creature tries to kill me but the egg creates a barrier of protection. i, talking as something else, say that i am the most powerful being, i tell the monster that we can join forces, we can create an even morepowerful being by mating. it agreen, i leave the forcefield and it turns into a very attractive, tall kinda werewolfy creature but its white with thin fur and its also very skinny and alien like, light blue hair, i spread my legs for it and it puts its dick inside, its like a long tentacle, as its fucking me i touch its body, it feels very real, it has no fur even though it looks like it, its got smooth skin like a humans, i feel everything, i feel it putting eggs inside of me. i feel its legs against me, its so real. i even touch them and hold them down ontop of me for a better rhythm together. it feels very good too. next thing i know im in a bed in a trailer thing. i get out of bed and im told to sit down at a table. i do and i see my boyfriend, he doesnt look at me. i know what i did and feel bad but i cant do anything, im still possessed. im told to drink some tea. im totally out of it, i stare forward unblinking and drinking the tea. the person says theyll cook something for me. i sit staring blankly. a part of this dream was i was in a bed, my bf says he feels very weak, hell eat something and then leave. but i dont want him to leave. im laying in bed a d hes laying in another bed. i tell him to pretend that im laying next to him. and i put an arm over myself pretending its his arm. i feel like im sinking in the bed.