Virtually All There

Date: 6/21/2018

It started with me moving into my friend's family's huge apartment. They had rooms full of all sorts of stuff and it was really crazy. This one room was huuuuge and was filled with plants, knick knacks, and other things. I went out a door that led to a virtual simulation of the real New York City except people physically there could see me too. Afterwards, I had sort of a scary dream. Some of my fellow camp staff and I were sitting down for dinner and there was a comment about how we were filling these machines we had with motor oil instead of water. I went to pick mine up and my arms blew up with thick veins, it was really scary. I went upstairs to grab some water and started to feel light headed and my legs were giving out. I tried calling for help but I couldn't - I couldn't tighten my vocal cords at all (probably for the best since I was aSLEEP) I started hitting stuff to get attention and trying to make it towards the stairs. Someone finally came upstairs and I could sort of talk again. (I guess because speech in my dreams isn't there to make a sound but to serve a social purpose?) I started to feel a bit better, but that whole experience was a trip. Probably my mind processing that I had my first ever waking anxiety attack yesterday?