toxic and rancid jealousy

Date: 9/10/2016

By Purple

Dream fragment recalled I was at my friend's friend's home and it seems as if we were both in a trance, because next thing I knew, my friend's friend was sitting down and I was brushing and styling and blow drying her hair. In my dream, she had long, black hair. I remember complimenting her and telling her that it was the perfect thickness, not too thick and not too thin. She thanked me and we smiled lovingly at each other. But inside, I was seething with disgust. As in the waking world, I know that she is jealous and hateful toward me, and nobody can see that but me. We were in her home and it was a lovely-looking home—just like her façade of having it all together from an outsider's perspective, but inside the walls and inside her mind were rancid and toxic thoughts and actions.