Husband and I broke up

Date: 3/23/2022

I had a dream that my husband and I got up. He didn’t seem very sad about it, it seemed like that was what he wanted and I was very taken aback and hurt by that even though in the dream I was also excited to experiencing dating and being independent for the first time. I got a little two bedroom apartment for just my daughter and I and my husband came to help me set it up, and I noticed we were still wearing our wedding rings. It made me feel very sad. I remembered that just next month it would be eight years for us, we were so close to making it there. He told me that he’s feeling very scared and anxious without me, but that he feels like this is something we had to try. I agreed and we parted ways. I started hanging out with this cute guy with long hair from my school (doesn’t exist irl) I wasn’t quite sure if he was interested but he started dropping by my apartment to see me and had this big red truck that we would take me mudding in and stuff lol. There was also a bus from my college that looked like a vacation bus and I started taking it home but promised myself I was going to get my license ASAP and be more independent in every way.