Date: 4/24/2019
By levinelover
There was a guy at my work who had longg dreads and was tall and black. There was another guy at my work (white) who hated him because he likes me and hated that I would talk with him, he was jealous. Me and the black guy were chill, there was food brought to work and we ate it. There was some kinda tension between us, even though we weren’t attracted to eachother. I thought he was a really cool person. Then, It was the first day of school that day, it was highschool i don’t know what grade I was in. I was well aware of my consciousness and “the self” and was experiencing life through observation and making the best use of my surroundings. All I really wanted was to choose the perfect outfit. I was looking in a school backpack that had clothes in it and I didn’t see anything that felt quite right. I looked at the clothes that were on the hangers in my closet too. I saw a black t-shirt that was thin and a really sexy and interesting fit, but even though it was unique and would look good on me I wasn’t 100% still, i wasn’t exited about it. I had plenty of clothes that looked sexy and good on me, but I wanted to really be rocking and proud of my outfit. I tried on a thin sheer purple long sleeve crop top sweater that also went over one shoulder. I love crop tops and over the shoulder tops, so this should’ve been perfect for me but it was actually very sheer and you could see my sexy black bra through it. That was actually a big black bra with gold clips that I don’t own in real life. Someone walked into the room (it could’ve been my ex-mom, I feel she was in that dream I just don’t remember how). They asked how I could wear that to school surprised the school would let me. I said honestly I could, I’ve been pushing the limits with what I wore in highschool the entire time I went there, I could definitely get away with wearing this. Especially if I change into my blue bralette. Although the blue bralette under this shirt looked nice, I didn’t wanna wear it and I told them that. “I could wear this with my blue one, but I don’t wanna wear a training bra today, I wanna wear a proper bra with cups that shows how huge my boobs really are”. I knew I needed to change again. I was starting to get frustrated by the process. I was alone again and I took off the shirt kinda quickly and aggressively since I was getting frustrated. A couple of my bracelets ripped off my arm when I did that. One I couldn’t figure out which one it was, and the other was the Kenya friendship bracelet bitch Umayma got me from Kenya. It’s one of the ones you need to tighten with a string. I checked the bracelet to see what broke an if I could put it back together. It was the ball at the end of the string that tore, so I couldn’t fix it. I wanted to trade it on Bunz, so I knew I had to delete the post. I figured I’d just burn the bracelet and film that instead, it could be satisfying. Chris Enarson was in the room with me. I finally chose an outfit and went to school, still feeling my consciousness. I looked around the hallway at school and wondered what to do with myself that would be most productive. I decided I’d actually look around for my friends and have conversation with them. Bonding with my friends is important to me, and it would put me in a happy energetic mood. i looked around and saw lots of familiar faces, including someone who’s name I think is filip he kinda looks like mourice, but nobody I was friends with yet. I was looking for a good friend, like abbey. Philip Defranco supposed to be from 1950 but from the prehistoric years where there was only nature and cavemen. He was with a woman from his time that he was dating and had something he lifted that was a GIANT rectangular piece of ground with grass and dirt on it. When he lifted it she was supposed to call out their mating call to him, and she didn’t. He lifted it and looked around from the top of his wide mountain for her but didn’t see her, she’d abandoned him. He hid under it in plain site to hide from a lion. A small group of cavemen watched him and couldn’t believe he was hiding in plain sight like that, they shook their heads thinking he was stupid and about to die. Philip thought he was a hyena and ran like a one but was really a wolf. (Hyenas were faster and stronger than the wolves). The other men who were there watching, they helped him escape and let him continue believing he was a hyena. I was at a kitchen table with angelee, Ryan’s grandpa, and that same black guy from my work who was dating Fiorella (Ryan’s cousin). I had to transfer 9 iTunes songs files to the computer for somebody, I think Ryan’s grandpa. I sat there watching them upload, and they wouldnt all upload at once. There was some kinda virus! I didn’t know how to fix the virus, only Ryan’s grandpa could. But Ryan’s grandpa was sick, and said “people made fun of jimwsnt goths fridge” somebody knocked on the door and I went to go answer it. Jisu was at my door, and started doing the baby shark song hand motions and wanted me to do them back, behind him was jimmy looking serious, and Siavash who was quickly speedwalking away! He looked like he was balding. I whipped out my Snapchat fast and started to film him before he got away saying “that was my first love” then I filmed jimmy quick and started snapping jisu while he did the baby shark hands and I filmed my own hand doing it back. Virginia looked inhaled one for wayerr dunes on him in front of friends (whatever that means, I was half asleep).