porn factory

Date: 12/14/2024

so obviously i think this dream is super based on my mans porn addiction right now. it’s all we fight about but here we go - in the dream i’m with my boyfriend at this huge kind of like campus. we realize it’s dedicated to creating porn. we decide to make a video, we make something chill without much directorial guidance and kind of vanilla. then we get booked for our next scene. we go to a different building that’s more complicated, large and confusing. i’m told our director is very very scary and he’ll have you doing questionable stuff and to watch out. i also knew that the longer i’m here the more freaky scenes will get and that i might not be doing stuff with just my partner eventually. i run to the bathroom before our start time. i get kind of lost. somehow i end up like 8 minutes late for our start and im really scared. the guy directing is super tall and wears like a top hat and has a super emo/grundge look. in the washroom there was these other girls powdering their faces and such and getting glam. i felt so confused, unprepared, and plain in looks compared to them. i went back to do my set , wondering what he’d have us be doing. there were other people having sex there but i didn’t see my partner. i panicked a little, i asked somehow where he is, a young asian lady. she shushed me with a bit of fear in her eyes. and motioned that we were recording so no talking. i motioned ok. i found my boyfriend sitting somewhere, he was like where were you??? the director guy is mad. he seemed genuine a bit disgusted with me. i said i was lost, apologized and asked what we’d be doing. there were a bunch of candles behind him. i had some sort of notion he was watching a video of a girl getting backshots in a dark bedroom. i felt a bit defeated. i was coming right back. and she could be any of the girls walking around this studio. the director came and seemed pissed but didn’t call us out directly. we had to leave for some event now. these two girls who seemed kind of “cool” in like a stereotypical popularity way were like omg hunny come on! and ushered me towards some entrance gets like for a festival. there was a bouncer there who looked , mad , as bouncers often do. the girls had super big eye leashes and looked pretty but a tad cheap. one told me she used to go to my university and we talked for a moment about that. my boyfriend did everything on his own and seemed to be in his own world kind of while having a tough face. i wondered if he’d like to fuck these girls. someone asks me, my god do you not know how to go through a festival gate it’s not that hard?? i make a joke out of it and say oh how i wish i was back at the university pub where you just had to hand him your ID. the girl who was an alumni laughed but the others didn’t seem to find it so interesting. when we got to the next area everyone was gone. it was huge there were so many building all just producing pornography. a girl who was petit with also big eyelashes and i were talking. i said, so.. what is this… how did all these people end up here? she reminded my kind of a young Joy (my old boss) in her looks at least and she had a nice presence. but she was also a porn actress. i said, surely you can’t all be making much money, there’s too many people. she said ya, but the goal is just to produce and see what works. we all do it. and also alluded that there’s just tons of money to go around. i began to picture scrolling through a device and seeing snippets of her sexually compromised and moaning. i felt melancholy, and like - fuck i know this girl.