ballet

Date: 3/18/2018

i was taking my first ballet class. i was my normal age i was facing forward orientation (forward is my closet) where mr leong was the teacher standing in front and there i was far right of people in the class. there were people i knew forward and left of my namely a girl i know with curly red hair who does ballet. there were young children behind me. i didnt know why i was taking this class but i was embarrassed. i hadent taken a dance class since elementary school and i always took hula and pop/r&b and i don't remember ANY OF IT so needless to say i was depressed. at the end of the class i got a note from someone dont remember what it said there were 3 pages i gave one to leong about payment. i told him i wasn't confident and he told me i should keep trying bc its good that im here and putting in the effort already. he told me that i have people supporting me like my mom and my friends but i told him that my friends (from this dance class) ignored me. he just said oh lol. and what happened after that but i left. i woke up and i feel more useless that usual today i kinda fucking hate it. like,,, i dont meed a dream interpreter to tell me what this dream was about i feel like a useless waste of space obv. before that i had a dream i hung up my new curtains but thats just bc im gonna hang up my new curtains tomorrow lol.