the truth- love

Date: 2/12/2017

Truth (Real life- talking to Summa (best friend) 's brother - text messaging) It all started when I accidentally called him one day, and he accidentally picked up, but he wasn't a he at all. "Oh shoot." Her voice came from the other line. I frowned and immediately pressed the end button. What the hell? I started thinking, was it brody or was it summa? I met up with her and we both sat down, it was quiet, she was acting like it never happened. But soon I burst and said "was it you, were you texting me pretending to be him?" I knew the answer, I just wanted to make sure, I just wanted her to admit it, and she did. I shook my head, and blocked out her frantic apologies and walked off. I met up with her again, it was at a bar, with a few people from school around. It was quiet again. A million questions roamed in my head, it was all a huge mush. But there was only one question I seem to want to ask. "How long?." I said it with force and nearly with anger. No actually, I did say it with anger. She sighed, I knew that the answer would make me blow. The next words hit me like a ton of bricks. I wanted to curl up in a ball and drown in my own tears, I wanted to run and never turn back. "Since the start." All the conversations we had, it wasn't him. All the leading on, all the I love you's, everything. I hated her, I hated it. I slammed my fist on the table making her jump. Good, I wanted her to feel guilty. The chair screeched and I stormed out pushing through the crowd. Then I dropped onto my knees, my eyes burned.