Lucid Dreaming

Date: 9/1/2022

I dreamt I was sleeping, laying in my bed on my side like I always do, but for some reason I was trying to wake myself up. I tried the old tricks, pinching myself, praying to god, and screaming my husband's name. Nothing worked, and I then tried opening and closing my eyes, just seeing the familiar sight of the dresser with my phone stand on it. I told myself, wake up! I couldn't. Then I tried to reverse get out of the bed. I was backing up and fell off the bed. I was still dreaming. Then I told myself, am I having this dream because I was playing dead by daylight? I then ended up back in the bed like I was sleeping. I tried reaching for my phone. I got it and threw it at the closet. The top part of the case fell off. I then ended up back where I started, in the bed. I then tried getting back up, saw myself and my messy hair, I looked like the ghost girl from Pokemon. Then I tried to call my mom. It rang, but I hung up before she answered, afraid something creepy would happen. I tried to look multiple times to the right, but I was afraid to look, and my body couldn't do it. I then remember hearing the song, "wake up, put on a little makeup" as if the song would wake me up. It didn't. Then I saw an open door with light on the bottom. I told myself to not go to it, because I was afraid something bad would happen. I then remember going into the game room, and seeing my husband with one of his friends, but I didn't recognize them. It was odd, but I felt as if I was lucid dreaming, because every time something bad was going to happen, I would just tell myself I was dreaming and that it wasn't real. I somehow woke up then, groggy feeling.