abel (why is he always in my dreams??)

Date: 12/3/2018

I can’t remember where i was or what i was doing, but i remember abel tesfaye came into the room and i told him how big of a fan i was and he gave me his number after we talked for 15 minutes. our hands were clasped (?) and we were right up on eachother... i remember it felt good. when he left he started texting me and we had a text convo about various things. apparently i wasn’t 18 in the dream but he sent me a text saying something along the lines of “i can’t wait until you’re over 18 ;)”... and i remember flipping the fuck out in excitement and also fear because i knew he was with bella... i literally printed up the messages and cut them up then showed them to aiden because he walked in the room when i was still reeling about the whole thing. i couldn’t find the paper with the last text message on it, so i got pissed because that was the juiciest part!