I go to bed with DJH

Date: 10/9/2023

Someone —probably my brother, is repainting my bedroom with white paint and it smells like fresh paint, so I’m happy I have the good excuse to spend the night somewhere else or in another room. DJH is with me, it’s night time and we’re ready to go to bed. He spoons me and the dream gets very vivid. I can feel him, smell his skin, touch his body. Then I have to go pee and fart, so when he’s almost asleep, I get up and walk to the bathroom hoping I’ll be quiet. I lock the door, but a couple of girls who were camping there enter through the shower door, which apparently opens onto another hallway/locker room. I feel invaded. Also DJH comes check on me and I tell him I’ll be right back. I find him insecure and sweet, yet somewhat sticky. Once I go back to bed I’m very careful not to move him, I lie in softly, wrapping my arms around him, enjoying the moment. He asks me “will you spoon me?” and I do and kiss him tenderly on the back of his neck. When I wake up, the dream stays very clear and the feeling as well.