Half Assed Lucid Dreams and Projections.

Date: 4/3/2018

I've tried to astral project again like I did two days ago but I've had some hiccups here and there where when it's time to project Its like I forgot what to do and only realise it after I already get up...ill be on the couch in sleep paralysis moving my astral hands, touching my face and I once even got all the way up, walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror then go back into body. my theory as to why I've been projecting so weirdly after I had done it really well these past couple weeks is from physical fatigue, my other astral experiences I barely did any physical work on a regular schedule but on the day I had done a lot of physical work and my body was extremely sore, it made it harder for me to physically sleep and go into the state's of consciousness that I need to which causes me to have half assed projections although every night since I over worked myself I've had lucid dreams though they were pretty half assed aswell. what I mean by half assed is I'll be in the dream, something wrong happens and I fix it magically because I know it's a dream then I go back to doing whatever I was doing before. For instance the first dream It was like my friends were trying to find me and hurt me, I saw them jump down and attack me but I erased them from the dream knowing it was a dream, but then I go back to cowaring for my life. Another moment was I was the hulk and I was fighting in these arena although there were civilian kids and adults there running away, I begin fighting some bigger creature and I realise it's a dream but I don't do anything about the kids and adults. My most recent dream from this morning I was on this train to somewhere no fucking clue where to but obviously I knew in the dream. There were some tourists going to some landmark or something and one of them starts rubbing their ass against my knee, no one noticed as I looked around it was just me the girl rubbing her ass infront of me, a guy and a girl to my right and possibly other people behind me. It took me a good 3 minutes to do something about the girl infront of me, I then pull her over to my seat and she wraps her legs around me, the fellow passengers start to notice and I then become lucid, long story short we had sex on the train and then I asked if the other girl sitting next to the guy wanted to join and she just jumped up the second I asked and so then we had sex. we get off the train and we're at the stop waiting for the next train but I was going a different way, I decide to wait with that group and have sex a couple more times (lucidity was gone at this point). so we have sex a couple more times and then their train arrived but for some reason the bridge they were suppose to go over was completely destroyed...i regain consciousness and literally snap my fingers and rebuild the bridge and say "There you go" the people watch in amazement and I walk away all casually like i didn't just create an entire bridge from thin air, I over hear people saying how did he do that and another person in the background said "ohhh he must be in a dream" which made no sense to me because then that would mean they know they are apart of the dream to but act like I'm the only person dreaming but whatever...once again I lose my lucidity and fell back into the regular dream, the tourists left and I was playing around at this construction site, I then wake up to me on the floor a foot away from the couch floating 2 inches off the ground as I then wake up again on the couch more pisses off than anything.