Holding in my tears

Date: 9/13/2016

I forgot how much it hurts to see someone that you loved with someone else. I was very happy to see him but after all of the chaos with his woman that he was with after me, I just don't want any problems. I would have at least hugged him but he was with his new family in which I am happy for him. He deserves it and I'm not a hater. out of respect I didn't. I do miss the good times we had riding around clubbing, etc. He looks really good I don't know if I told him that. We was still cool after we broke up. I was scary but I told him what a man did to me and he comforted me. all in all, I guess you live and learn. at least he knows that I'm not as crazy as he thought that I was haha haha haha a inside joke. As I hold in my tears, just reminiscing, and waiting for my soulmate to arrive. Taking one day at a time.