fine :(

Date: 9/28/2023

it was prom and i tried to get liams attention and it didn’t work. rob wrote an album and specifically i remember saying track 7 was good. i walk out of my home and drive to ishys intoxicated and i end up either on the couch or on the bathroom floor with julien and hes like that perfect amount of boyfriend sleepy where you really wsnt to cuddle them and hes rly warm and i wanted it so bad and i literally was like losijg my mijd in tbe dream just staring at him sleeping contemplating whether to or not. i end up stepping back instead and ishy comes in and is mad at me and asks me what im doing i say idk and idk how i got hre and she says julien has a girlfriend and im upsetting everyone. her name was emma she had medium length brown hair a more ovally square shaped face with pink lips straight thin brows and small soft kind eyes and she was wearing white tennis shoes and has a big flowery outline tattoo on her ankle and she was so pretty and not me. my dad calls me and yells at me for just leaving. also at the beginning of the dream i have dinner set up for my friends at my grandmoms house and no one came and i think i got the date wrong. anyways at lydias house i think we were i leave the bathroom and play with this dog therr a german shephard and blakes there and i talk to him and i was the muppets musical and rhianna concert and i tell my dad ill be home and i ask ishy if i cab come over tmr to get ready for prom w the rest if the girls and she says no like meanly kinda and im like oh ok are u doing it by urself and shes like no theres just no room for you i invited everyone else.. and i was like oh.. and left