Non monogamous gf

Date: 3/23/2020

Basically i was with my gf in her apartment in madison and she was talking about how she wanted to have this guy come over so she could fuck him and i was like hella uncomfortable and i asked her if we could maybe me more monogamous and not seek out men to fuck and she wasn’t saying yes or no and i then started crying in her arms and she told me some of her old hickies weren’t left by me and i was devastated and was like okay lets set boundaries i told her i didn’t want anyone leaving marks on her and that i wanted to know who she has all fucked since we started dating and she gave me a list and one was this gay guy she was friends with and she was like well that was like a confidence boost and said it was vivacious and in the moment then she had fucked a half ex girlfriend which i was v not okay with. I was pretty much crying the entire dream after that waiting for her to break up with me she didn’t give a single fuck it seemed while i was devastated. My girlfriends dream that night happened to be that she kissed two girls and remembered she had me as a girlfriend and then cried because she thought i would break up with her so it wild we both had a dream in the same night that she cheated on me