my boyfriend, an old friend, and prom

Date: 5/1/2018

TL;DR (dream below). So, today, i just barely went on facebook. i dont remember why, as i was in a lot of pain at the time. i dont usually go on facebook and i turned the notifications off awhile ago. so for some reason i go on and i see a friend request from an old friend from my sophomore year of high school. a friend that was actually very special and i think i may have fallen in love with him just a bit. and i miss him still. that sounds very silly and cliche, but, yeah lol. i remember that year when prom was coming up, he walked me to the garbages to dump my tray at lunch and there was a gigantic poster announcing prom from the weekend before hanging over the balcony of the cafe. we were both staring at it and he suddenly asked, "if i asked you to prom, would you have gone with me?" i said yes and didnt stop smiling the rest of the day. this memory was reminded cuz i was at school and people were talking about prom. anyways, thats pretty much the reason i even had this dream. DREAM in the dream i was at a house at a meeting of some sort, a meeting for a group of girls and something about prom. my grandma hodge organized it and was sitting in her chair at the entrance. she asked me some questions about my dress and i went to put it on to show her. it was black and short with a poofy skirt and a halter neck and the whole back was exposed and just a little side boob. the front had a very low neckline as well. i showed her and then went to show the other people there. i went inside and i guess it looked like where prom was going to be hosted. it looked like a fancy theater. i went up onto the balcony with red carpet and everything inside was gold. a lady came to inspect my dress and see if i needed anything adjusted. she commented on how unmodest my dress was. but i didnt care, i still loved it and wanted to wear it. we then went out to eat and i talked with my gma hodge a bit about the dress. i got up in the middle of the restuarant, which was a chinese resuarant, and spun around. then i went back to an assembly of some sort at school. i was with a guy, more popular and physically fit and social than fernando. just like in real life, but the guy looked nothing like my bf in real life lol. the football guys were in their jerseys, band was there, the whole school was there, and even parents. i was sitting behind my bf who was with the football team and fernando was behind me with who i think was his father. somehow i found out that fernando had snaochatted my grandpa bell saying, "i know shes with someone. i know shes been doing certain stuff with them. i can tell because she gets the blues, yknow, after." i was shocked. at first i was mad he would tell my extremely mormon grandfather that. but then i was shocked because he noticed i was sad, and the fact he could tell what i was sad from. kind of like in real life. in the dream i remember thinking about my current bf and fernando. i couldnt choose. both of them were so kind and patient and were just really good people. then there was a part of the dream where i was back at the house where the meeting was at the first of the dream. i was with fernando. there was some sort of creature, he called it a bear. it looked like someone had painted it with very vibrant sunset colors in a cool design all over it body. it wanted something. it chased me and spoke to me about what it wanted. i kept dodging his tricks. i never spoke tho and i was back in my black prom dress. it wanted something and it wouldnt give up, it had much more stamina than me and i was getting tired from running from it, fast. but i woke up before the dream could finish.