College Confusion

Date: 10/4/2016

Second dream. I was at college and I was playing some sort of sport with a bunch of people. I was all over campus, running, feeling exhilaration. I think I had a crush on someone, its weird I felt like I had to be with someone but I liked somebody else. I ended up winning the game because everyone was distracted, I touched the pole I guess lol. Then it changed and I'm walking back to my dorm holding hands with a black guy, this was that someone else I think? The first guy was white. Anyway, we kissed and I just felt weird, his lips were too soft and I felt like I shouldn't be with him, I remember I was too busy to have a boyfriend but I had one anyway. (I'm busy in real life right now too) and then Alyssa showed up mad, and I ask her if she's mad at me. She says "yes, you never gave me a hug for a long time." I felt guilty because I had a boyfriend I didn't want to be with. Then I was back in my dorm, rooming with both Alyssa and Reilly I think. I was at my desk doing homework and I remember feeling stubborn about saying sorry, fixing the problem. I refused to look at her and just thought I should fix it later.