The Dream of Shooting a Loved One Zombie

Date: 7/28/2018

In this dream, there was a zombie apocalypse. We were escaping from Zombies. However, there's actually an antidote where you can buy from the pharmacies. It's just too expensive so only the rich can buy them. I'm one of those rich ones so I can buy my gun and antidote. One day, we were escaping from zombies, but some of our members got bitten. There were the rich and the poor in our group, so when some of the rich were bitten, they immediately went to the pharmacy, and I was left in the building with the infected who couldn't buy their own medicine and some healthy members. After a while, there's a girl named Betty and another nameless girl. The two were infected and although they were poor, Betty was my friend. However, before the others arrived, the two girls became zombies and they were pushing the door but I kept pushing it, too so they won't get in. After a while, they stopped and I think they were hiding. The others arrived and they were all now healthy, and they shouted where we are and why we were hiding. I shouted back that they should be careful because of the two infected girls. They said we should come out and it's perfectly fine because Betty and the other girl won't hurt us. They don't believe they became zombies. I told them to give me my gun because I'm a rich person. I said "I have money but where's my fucking gun?!" I was really scared. So they went and gave me my gun. After we went out of our hiding place, we gathered in one big group, trying to see where the two girls hid because it was very quiet. I told them, why not shoot? They all told me, "if the infected was your family or friend, you shouldn't shoot, even if they were infected. That's common sense!" And I felt angry and in my mind, I said, "I'm going to kill all of you." Then we heard a noise from the bathroom. I quickly held the gun, ready to shoot. One person said, "Don't shoot! It's not Betty or that other girl in the bathroom. It's one of our healthy members." But then the infected nameless girl who's now a zombie ran into us as fast as she could from the bathroom, ready to feed on us, but I quickly pulled the trigger without hesitation and then she dropped dead. The others were scared, both because of the zombies, and because of me that would kill them if they turn to one. The dream ended with me shouting Betty's name and saying, "Betty! Come out! I'm not going to shoot," but my gun and I were actually ready to kill.