Disturbing dream

Date: 4/13/2020

I dreamt I was in a hotel and my bf M was trying to get in. He was trying to hard to get in from the window. I was also trying to kiss him but it was hard because he couldn’t get all the way in. He said in a loud voice, “Our relationship was best when it had God in the trinity!” Then all of a sudden, he lost his grip and fell dead into his own grave, 6 feet into the ground, just laying there dead. I was so disturbed. In real life, we haven’t been seeing each other during the stay at home order, and it has been very difficult but we’re doing our best.