anthony came

Date: 8/4/2017

so somehow anthony arrived at my house and it seemed just like old times. he asked if he could stay permanently. and i said fine you can stay in this tiny closet room bc davids gonna be here with me every night there's no room for you. he didnt know i had a boyfriend and he asked me how long that was going on for. i told him a while and that i was really happy and it's finally something he can't fuck up (which is the truth) it felt rlly good like i was smearing salt into his stupid dumb big ego wound. i could smell him tho it's weird how well my memory preserved his smell. i feel like this was a metaphor for how there's no room for him in my life anymore