Lonely

Date: 10/29/2018

It was a big city again. We lived there. My cousin was having her birthday party at her house, but I felt like an outcast. I felt lonely because nobody was talking to me. I went into her bedroom because she wasn’t in the living room with everyone else and she was just alone in her bedroom doing yoga or stretching or something. She didn’t talk to me either so I decided to leave. The only person who cared was her mom, my other cousin. She asked why I was leaving and said I should stay, but I said I just feel like going home so I did. Then I was home with Jeremy and Gavin was coming over. His babysitter dropped him off which is weird because he doesn’t have a babysitter in real life. She was young and pretty. I felt slightly jealous. Gavin’s friend was there too and he asked if he could sleepover. I don’t know if we said yes or not but his friend stayed to play.