ziv and 5sos

Date: 8/28/2021

aug 27 2021 ok so i think i was having slight sleep paralysis while dreaming?? or i was dreaming of having paralysis 😭 anyways so i remember being at a house party and my ex ziv was there and lowkey i never stopped being attracted to them and like i usually dont have sexual attraction to anyone…. but shit…. anyways. so i was super high at the party and i was with ziv. we were dancing really close together which made me h*rny and BOOM we start kissing and then making out which leads to me kissing down their neck and this is where the paralysis kicked in, like i was able to move but it felt like i was moving through honey and i couldn’t easily detach my mouth from their neck so i was kinda just dragging my mouth across it??!?!?! which still, they were enjoying but then i finally detached and was like sorry i just kind of feel like i cant move and they were like “no dw i was just like why are u dragging urself LOL but i dont mind” and we just continued dancing with our arms around each other shdvbsjsbdjdka. in another part of my dream me and my friends ash and len were in a parking lot and all of a sudden we see a small crowd gather around a big white van and we all collectively just went “no way… 5sos?!?!?” and we RAN up to them and they were hugging everyone who passed by them, but when I reached them (it was calum, luke, ashton then michael) calum hugged me rly tight and kissed me on the cheek and i was like 😳😳 “dude my inner 12 year old 5sos fan is shivering and crying on the floor rn” and then i moved on to luke who also hugged and kissed me on the cheek and i was like guyssss omg stop🙈 and they said its bc they thought i was cute 🙈 and then i hugged ashton and michael and i made some jokes with them but i forget what they were LOL. Then?!?!? the line of 5sos members kept going, but it wasn’t new people it was just 5sos’ younger selves from like when they were 18-19????? so there was 2 of each member. i went to the younger calum and he hugged me even tighter and held on even after i was going to let go, and he kissed me on the cheek so i just kept hugging him and pressed my face against his, and then he kissed me like fully on the lips and i was like🥴🥴🥰🥰 WHAT FANFICTION IS THIS??!???!?! and he was like i hope you dont mind that i did that and i was like not at all i liked it🥰🥰 and yeah it felt so domestic wtf can u tell i just broke up with a very affectionate s/o and im missing affection rn😭 OH YEAH and then after i was done hugging all the members and stuff i went to take a picture with them, and i went to do a peace sign but my hand just was doing the paralysis thing again where i felt like it was moving thru honey. my fingers were NOT cooperating with me and just moving in such a weird way, so eventually i settled for 🤘🏻 which i could barely even do but i was like good enough😭 yeah thats all i remember