several dreams

Date: 4/17/2016

121a I woke up because i thought you were here. I don't know who "you" is but I thought it was Jonathan because I fell asleep thinking of him and wanting to be held by him. 419a I woke up again because I felt a hand touch my shoulder. 550a I woke up for the third time because I heard something or someone saying something I couldn't make sense but there was an accompanying sound of whittling or scratching -I'm not entirely sure. I thought I heard someone say "mother" in informal Korean. Or it could be Chinese. Could be both. I don't know but I know for sure it wasn't Japanese. 801a I woke up to the name "dada" like a little kid was saying. A little boy to be more precise and I told the little boy whose name i said out loud "Johnny, daddy isn't here. Why don't you come in and cuddle with mommy?" And I swear I felt little hands go around my swollen belly followed by the cutest little boy voice telling me "it's okay mama, I'll be here to protect you and little sister." I felt him pat my belly and give me a wet kiss on the cheek, like he licked me.