Made Up Heaven

Date: 1/25/2019

With my new sleeping medication, I’ve been having very very vivid dreams in one night. I have multiple, and they’re so vivid it is hard to tell weather they’re real or not through out the day while recalling my dreams. It may or may not be a problem... Anyways, my first dream was where I was an angel and basically my whole family were angels and my dad was “God” so to say. Don’t know where this even came from. So my eldest brother is Satan, and for some reason there is like a dagger/horn that he has that is kind of crucial to his power. I was trying to stop him. The horn was very polished and almost had a black marble tone on it. I tried to steal it from him, because he stole it from my dad. I took it and ran, and tried to give it to my father. However, he caught me and immediately ripped it out of my hands. The horn burst into this ominous red flame and glowed as if I was staring death right in the eye. He got mad and stabbed me in the back. (Talk about a good brother). This horn was the most powerful weapon in the universe and could very much kill a person with a tiny poke. However, I was an angel and couldn’t be killer. So he used that stab to inflict the sensation of 1000 separate stabs, “to mark my death.” So to say. I don’t know. I just remember him saying that. So while I was like dying of pain in my dream, I think I felt like I was in so much pain, because I woke up. And felt like I was crying, and maybe I was, but who know. 🤷🏼‍♀️ My dream picked back up with me trying to figure out how I can initiate pulling all the good people in the world into one place. Almost as if we were put into kingdoms and what not, before the millennium. So I found my fathers list of those who were going to be cast to hell, and those who are worthy of heaven. which is weird because I don’t believe in the traditional and stereotypical hell and heaven concept. And everyone who was going to hell was marked in red and every one who was staying in heaven was in green. Kind of like the ‘good place’. So I somehow conjured up every thing that was in heaven and made a heaven, where we could live and be away from the evil. I managed to get people who were still living for some reason. I don’t know haha. So in my made up heaven, it was basically just earth but with less people in it. And very very few adults. Most of them were teenagers and stuff. So the rule was you can move into whatever house you wanted to live in. So I did the first thing anyone would do and went down to California and lived there. But, since this was a made up heaven, but also resembled earth, not everything was fine and dandy. We still needed food, supplies, workers, and what not. So I not only made a heaven. I just made people go to earth again and live for ever. Go me! I remember finding some friends and having to loot houses for not perishable items. Because those were the only things that will feed us, once everything molds. I remember breaking into Ulta and finding stale cookies in the cupboard that were meant for the new year sale. We took one bite and spit them out. I can’t get the awful taste out of my head, even now. So basically, to sum everything up. I made a fake heaven to get away from the evil and Satan. But I managed to just create a second earth but with less people and resources. It was fun for a minute. But like I said, my dreams are super vivid... for some reason. I’ll talk to my mom and talk about a conversation, that I apparently dreamt. So that’s fun.