Going to the pool, alone

Date: 10/13/2018

I was too angry at my family for calling me fat, that I decided they couldn’t go to the pool with me. I’d go alone. I was African and wore a bikini, my belly was larger and I thought it was beautiful. But the pool turned out to be too shallow and I didn’t have fun with out my family. I wanted them to play with me after all, especially the young kids.