Meditation for throat chakra sad outcome

Date: 12/31/2018

By GuppyFang

I have been researching this for a while now after deciding to look into the crystal that I have been gazing at and handling whenever I go into a shop that sells different crystals and stones, over the last number of years. I had heard somewhere that people have certain crystals so I wanted to understand more about this. My crystal is sodalite so I was trying to do a five minute meditation guided for the throat chakra. During this meditation I received very strong visual imagery. I was flying, exhilarated, happy, euphoric. I was easily flying through an underground tunnel. I could see the opening a little ways in front of me. I was so happy and about to fly out into the openness, whatever it was. But then right as I was about to go through, rocks and dirt suddenly fell and closed the opening so that I could not go through. I was trapped and stuck in the dark, underground, sad and alone and having no idea how to make anything else happen now that the opening had been closed. I took this profoundly. I have had dreams and day dreams since i was very small maybe four years old and many of them have been accurate prophecies or even about things I did not otherwise know about or of people I had never met. I started to wonder if God means for me to live this life of solitary existence. Or if it is punishment. Or if i am one of those people who are meant to only listen and take it all in. I just wish I knew.