Mom's Death

Date: 4/26/2020

Ok so I can't remember everything that happened but all I can remember was I was looking outside and seen some guys try and take our car(which isn't our car in real life we don't have one) but more like a truck. It was red a red truck and they weren't trying but were actually about to climb in and take it. What's crazy is it was a guy I seen in real life from like maybe a month or two ago who were kicking newly built and old houses doors in. But anyway they all looked at me and idk why for some stupid reason I tried to pretend it wasn't ours and I didn't know that they were trying to take our truck. So I was like "hi how are you? Goin for a drive(or something like that I can't remember exactly what I said) and they all were smiling coming towards me. They left the doors open on our truck. As they were a approaching I tried to close the door finally and lock it, but the door wouldn't shut like how I wanted cause it was kind of bouncing before it shut all the way. I tried to pull it shut quickly but it was too late one of the dude's ran up before it was closed and caught the door before I could get it shut. They all came in from different areas from the house(which I didn't understand cause they all were locked and not one door was heard opening. I would've been able to see the light from outside if they had opened which they didn't.) But what's crazy is the same guy that opened the door was the same and I seen had the same face on all of the people's face(if you understand what I mean.) Idk why my dumbass left my Ma alone trying to prevent them from taking anything which made it worse because my next dumb idea was to go and use the bathroom during this home invasion was to go use the goddamn bathroom. Next thing I know I heard a little scream and I ran in the living room to see my Ma's head detached from her body but a little bit still hanging on until he took the next swing and her head completely came off on the floor. And if I can remember correctly I tried to kill them but they held me back and for some reason didn't kill just left me with my mother's dead body. I remember there was no blood on the floor just her head missing from her body and me crying on the floor. I think ended up trying to find the guy who killed my Mother. Walking and wallowing in depression barely being able to cry because I want to kill that bitch and his friends, but also wanting to kill myself for letting it happen. I thought it really happened but then I woke up and realized my Ma was ok.